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Monday, March 12, 2007

Update my recent news to all of you....

my ah gong is back from hospital in new year eve...happy...^^

During new year...my ah gong have reunion dinner with us and my 1st n 2nd uncle's family...so happy that he still can eat his meal by himself and ask for bak gu teh and toasted duck as coming back from hospital...for his unstable condition, we decided to let him stay in hospital until the new year's eve then using ambulance to send him back...from his face, i can read that he is disappointed that he cant go home earlier coz he doesnt like to stay in hospital,especially new year was coming...after dinner, he give us ang bao le, he usually give us ang bao in the 1st day of new year but this time is different...really different le...now i still keep his ang bao n not intend to use it coz it is my last ang bao from him le... i think all of us have the same feeling ba, the feeling is not good...

everyone greet him healthy and be "zhang min bai shui" but all of us know that he wont live so long and my feeling is so sad that, afraid him will leave us alone, while i saw him, i feel very upset as i cant help him a lot...

this new year become more crowed and noisier in my ah gong's house, we stay at home to eat dinner and my uncles and aunties also have a important meeting about whether to tell my ah gong that he has cancer and how to take care of him as his condition become poorer n poorer...

Before n after new year...

i cant breath normally...my breath become heavier and like i cant get the full oxygen...doctor suspect that my heart become weaken n weaken...kns...ask me to go hospital for detailed check-up...haha...due to my problems, all my family know my illness and start to ask me to give up my babies (6 hamsters n 2 piggy) coz they also suspect that i m allergy with the animal's fur but last time i have cats at home mar, then i dont have this kind of stupid problem le...so i think i m ok with my babies...

my 1st uncle and my 3rd uncle visit me as i was "bi gong xiu lian" in singapore...i cant concentrate as i m in malaysia since my cousin is there n summore my ah gong is sick, i really miss him a lot...(tears start to drop le...) and my 1st uncle confiscate my babies becoz of their fur and let me concentrate in my studies...it is difficult to me lar...coz i cant live without my babies le even huan huan also...

i get a call from my cousin-in-law about my ah gong was semi-coma as my auntie coming back from my ah gong's house...i was surprised that and called my cousin whether it is truth or not...they told me that ah gong is ok n asked me to concentrate in my studies...at that time, i still believed that my ah gong is ok de...really really ok de...n nv think too much

On 2nd of march

it is an important day to me... it is my last paper n went to the career fair with my cousin,aileen...as she told me that ah gong become slimmer n slimmer n the portion he eat become lesser n lesser after my uncles told him that he has cancer, if they nv told him, he still belive that he will recover soon as he go back hospital to stay a few days...my mind start to think that he will leave me soon...summore he cant speak anymore coz the mucus is in his throat...and he keep looking for me...ask my cousins or my parents where i m...they asked him to wait for me coz my exam would be ended on friday...really...he waited until friday and leave the world...at that time, i was buying paul n joe in bugis with aileen, i had told the sales girl that i was rushing, kns...she keep slowly to explain all the things to me...walao...i m rushing le...coz my uncle phoned me that my ah gong passed away at 1:35pm...my tears nv dropped...coz it may b better for him, my uncles, aunties parents and cousins look after him then they know his feeling is not good coz it is too pain le and he cant voice out where is the points...

as i reached ah gong's house, i saw my ah ma n my mama were crying...they keep saying ah gong is waiting for me...as i saw him in the coffin, my heart is very very pain and sad...before i leave malaysia, he still can speak with us but now he cant speak, he cant move and leave us alone le...ya...he become slimmer le...n his big tummy is missing...before that he worry his big tummy...now he might be happy le ba...it is hard to describe my feeling in words...coz the sadness is still among myself... after the funerals, everyone go back to their position and only leave my uncles' family n my family in ah gong's house, that day, i massage for my ah ma then she told me that ah gong keep looking for me and said he really dote me alot as he wanna to wait for me after my exam...then she start to cry...ya...i know...he dote me alot...but now he is gone le...

Our funny conversation...
Part 1
jeanne: ah gong, i wanna to graduate le...wanna to attend the ceremony??

ah gong: coz lar...i wanna to go...

jeanne: have u prepared the clothes u wanna to wear for my graduation??

ah gong: yaya...pink color one...look more handsome le...

jeanne: then wear tie lar...more more handsome le...then i borrow with uncle lor...he has pink color de...

ah gong: dont want lar...i also have a lot of ties...

jeanne: ni hen ai mei le...

Part 2
jeanne: ah gong, u r alone then wanna to come singapore since ah ma is in singapore...

ah gong: dont want lar...i have a lot of things to do le...u ask ah ma whether she is boring mar....

jeanne: okok...just now i called her le...then she said she is happy le coz bro tian yu bring her to many places le...

ah gong: then ask her continously staying in singapore lar...#$%^%&

jeanne: u miss her ar??

ah gong: no lar...so happy that she is no around...no ppl nag me le...

jeanne: ....

Part 3
jeanne: ah gong, u have sister de ar...

ah gong: ya...she is in KL...

jeanne: but i nv saw her before le...is she cute??

ah gong: of coz lar..my sister is cute...

jeanne: as cute as me??

ah gong: yaya...same same lar...

Part 4
jeanne: ah gong, i will be back on saturday le...

ah gong: okok...no problem...i will buy toasted pork n wait for u de...

jeanne: but u can eat mer??later will be scolded de le...

ah gong: wont de lar...eat a bit only...

jeanne: but u have a big tummy le...

ah gong: yalor...but bobian le...sleep and eat, eat and sleep...then nv do exercise mar...

jeanne: then u r lao fei zhu (old and fat de piggy)...

ah gong: yaya...then u r xiao lan zhu (small and lazy de piggy)...

jeanne: then in december wanna to bring u to shopping mall to act as santa claus then we can earn money le...hehe...

ah gong: &amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;^&%&%

Part 5
ah gong: after u graduate then we go jakarta with ah ma,ok??

jeanne: ok lar...but bring one more person is better de...coz both of u cant walk properly le...

ah gong: where got??only ah ma hor...she is overweighted le then still eat a lot of things...

jeanne: ah gong, i think u also overweight le...haha

ah gong: no lar...my weight still maintain as before de...63kg...

jeanne: yaya...but u have big tummy le..
ah gong: (hug his big tummy and feel sad)....

Part 6
jeanne: ah gong, my friend called me ter kai (piggy) coz i really eat a lot yo...

ah gong: y they called u ter kai...must tell them ur name is lin xin yi...no ter kai...

jeanne: ah gong, dont be angry lar...just for fun de mar...summore suit me le...

ah gong: no...u have a proper name mar...cannot call u ter kai de...

Part 7
ah gong: i keep big drumstick for u n didi yo

little jeanne: really...thanks ah gong...but the drumstick is very very big le...

ah gong: of coz lar...the drumstick is from cock de....

little jeanne: wah...ah gong got study chicken philosopy....

Part 8
jeanne: ah gong,my friends laugh at me le...coz my fingers n toes r too fat le...

ah gong: aiyo...ah gong n ah ma's r fat fat le...u wont have to chance be slim slim one de...

jeanne:......

Part 9

jeanne: ah gong i wanna to rear piggy le...

ah gong: can...rear under ur bed lor....

jeanne: dont want lar...no space le...wanna to rear behind ur house,can??

ah gong: can le....feed it be fatter then can make toasted pork le...

jeanne: ......

in his funerals, i seldom cries coz i have the feeling that he still around me n he was lying in the coffin...but in the last day, my tears start to drop heavily le...coz he is no longer with me le...n will stay in the kulai which is quite far from my house...it is not easy to reach there...but i his new house is not bad lar...got air-con and buddish's song...

good quality product in my family...same as me...hehe...she is our entertainment in my ah gong's funeral...coz she is too sweet but hard to carry her de...coz she always said "i dont want" but the only way to carry her is make her be curious...haha...

he is the one who will call gal as "mei nv", the gals he like is "strawberry"...hehe little zhu ba jie...

tuesday, we go there to pick his ashes...the feeling is very very bad...coz my lovely ah gong become ashes le...and no longer with me le...no ppl will attend my graduation...however, my ah ma's sister said she wanna to come but she cant replace my ah gong's position which is in my heart...coz it is his little wish to see me graduate from poly...as i wear new clothes or dress up then he will say i m the most beautiful gal in his eyes de...

as i typing the post, my tears like non stop de...drop n drop...coz i really miss him a lot...mayb i need time to slowly forget him ba...

my lovely ah gong...he is handsome de...he really care about his appearance de...haha...he is wearing his favour shirt...pink one de yo...

Note:
one of our dinner has toasted pork le...i wanna to put some in the bowl of my ah gong de but his funeral is buddish style le...then afraid the monks will scold me then i represent my ah gong n eat alot... hehe...

then we have to stay overnight to look after my ah gong mar..then the undertaker said no need and ask us to sleep coz there will have ppl de...do u know who the ppl r??they r not ghost or spirit...they r gambler le...walao...still got this kind of ppl de le...coz only gamble in funeral in malaysia is legal de otherwise, other occasion is illegal de lor...

On 7th of march

tonight which will be my ah gong's "tou qi" which is the seven days after his death, i dream of him...i dont know who accompany him to his house, ern...it is not important...my ah gong looks like he cant accept that he had passed away and start to scream and run around to check that whether got ppl in his house or not...i wanna to call him but i cant...how come he will like that de...i hope he will be hapy in the new world...ah gong, wo hen xiang ni yo...

8th of march

aileen has a interview in tampines then we go there before we meet yanxin and regina they all to zoo...

we take a breakfast in mcdonald where is in tampines bus interchange de...friends...if u believe my taste then better dont try the breakfast which is latest de...walao...the bread is as hard as stone...no nice de...summore got onion in the egg...haiz...it is totally no nice lar...better try egg mcmuffin lar...got juicy hams then eggs...yummy...^@@^

around 1pm, we meet at amk mrt station, yy lor...late le then refuse to pay the ticket for us...but as he saw my cousin then he feel shy le...hehe...of coz lar...the good quality product le...hehe...and it is good for me to forget my ah gong a while...

hehe...my sweety cousin, aileen...haha...wanna to know more abt her...then please pay me money!!haha...

before we enter the zoo, aileen n me tried ben n jerry's ice-cream...it is so nice so nice...so the weather is kns de hot...too hot lar...yy ask me whether i got bring my fan or not...omg...i forgot it le...then bobian lor...suffer the heat lor...n some places r quite smelly,especially otta...walk nearer to the otta's house...the smell is damn strong but due to his cutie, i tried to endure but there is notice after i come out from its smelly house, it said it may ba hard to see otta coz 9 of them r give birth and others r busy to look after the babies...walao...please return 1 dollar for me!!

then i saw hippo...they r so cute but the size is not as big as i think...their action is quite slow at land but in water, they r very light lor...so sweet lar...very cute le...but milah u nv see them lor...i think u also will like it de...n wanna to take the white tiger for milah de...think she is tiger...so fierce...haha...

hehe...peacock...but only one again...so i still be the most beautiful one...ern...but it is not interested in me...mayb i m too beautiful le...haha

i like penguin but the penguin there is limited especieally in the freezen room, only one le...too horrible le...i think that one is the actor in the "HAPPY FEET"...hehe...then i also like polar bear...but they r planning to send inuka to a new place which is suitable for him de...now they r only waiting for his mum sheka to die coz she is too old le...over the average of polar bear which is 25yrs old and now she is 29yrs old le...at that time, my tears wanna to come out le coz thinking of my lovely ah gong...last time he also waiting for the date only...so poor thing...

haha...it is the one in "HAPPY FEET"...only one...so lonely le...

they come from south africa so they can survive in the hot weather...but their size r too small le...

haha...swimming penguin...i like this photo...hehe

he is inuka...quite handsome de...ern...but his mum's fur is not as bushy as him coz she is too old le...but i still like it...

coz we wanna to wait for wen ping,aileen's bf then we nv join them le...but we got watch the elephant show yo...u all wasted again...the elephants r so cute...ern...damn cute lar...all of them r girl girl...as they come out they use the water in pool to shot the audience le...omg...during the show time, one of them poo poo in the pool...luckily i m safe...haha...

hehe...the elephant use the water to entertain the audience but did they have the familiar feeling??coz it is their poo poo's place...haha

i think it can be karina's pet le...coz the mandrill have the shit shape's tail le...hehe...coz she like shit...haha...anywhere it is so beautiful...

the place is too big lar...so tired to walk but i saw aileen got bf acc then i feel envy le...coz i think my dear dear is not interested in zoo le since i ask him then he directly said he dont want...=( but her bf also nice le...take photo for us yo...hehe..happily happily...

next time wanna to go zoo again!!hehe...and night safari...

i bring aileen n his bf to eat steamboat in bugis coz malaysia dont have "ma lao huo guo"...three of us wear t-shirt in green, after that my bf join us lor, he also wear green shirt...haha...so cute...i swear i nv ask him to wear green but it is our fate...haha...

9th of march

i went back malaysia n wanna to go muar...coz my 3rd auntie leave a lot of things in ah gong's house...include her jewel...so i m very rich at the moment...haha...but i went home to pack my thing 1st, i saw a lot of eggs in my house, have to mention that my house dont rear chickens de...then i ask my mum then she start to cry...coz the eggs r from my ah gong's house de then ah ma will stay with my 1st uncle so nobody at home le...she said before she went to ah gong's house, he was usually sit on the sofa n watching tv de then now he is not around le...ya...correct...they have cancel the phone le...so no ppl will pick up my call n say that waiting n prepare toasted pork for me le...on the journey to muar, i miss my ah gong and my tears come out le,luckily no ppl around n it was at night...but my mascara drop lar...aiyo...i dont know le...like panda lor summore i still walk around in muar...omg again...

10th of march

ready to go melaka le...hehe

i went to melaka with my cousin coz she wanna to adjust her braces n buy sth...do u all know who i saw?? i saw faizal in melaka...it is our nei yuan ern...bad fate ba...hehe...just kidding...malaysia is quite big then i saw him and his family lor...haha...anywhere i still buy sth lar...2 shoes and 1 shirt...hehe...dont dare to tell dear dear...coz he will kill me de...sorry...then i wanna to buy a hp acc for both of us de...i saw one which the white pig is on the black pig de...but only leave one...then bobian again lor...

this is the culture in melaka...the trishaw r decorated by flowers...very nice de yo...

this is meseum sumedera...the things display in this museum r come from penisula melaka...haha...paiseh yo...my purpose is shopping so i nv go there lar...haha

i take photo in endanger life...coz there have a notice stated that no photo, cannot touch...hehe...but i like the piggy one de...bobian take the photo 1st ba...saw them in melaka megamall...haha

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